Not much has changed at this point... still in a sort of emotional and mental stasis...am thinking about re-writing my list into something that makes more sense...maybe typing it will work.

In any event, I'm anxious about the meeting and what I will find out... some truths are hard to face...and I suspect that he will advise me to stay, if only so I won't lose any sort of claim I have to the house. He doesn't realize how much I want to leave. Now that I've made that decision in my heart, I'm very impatient...I want to go already...rather than waiting...but I promised that I'd wait until after the bookfair...

Oh well...off to work.


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